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My Suicide

Verse 1: I feel alone, No place of my own. My soul and spirit, Trapped within me. I fight with myself endlessly. I look on without a sense of hope.
It all won’t fade away. There’s nothing left to do.
Why can’t I stop these fights within you?
Chorus: It’s the tears that Burn, It’s the heart that bleeds, It’s the thoughts that never cease, It’s the mind that kills, My suicide.

Verse 2: I want to run away from me, Just to escape myself. To live with nothing. To have no past, To deal with no one. &nb

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Thank-YouYou came into my life. You came at a time I needed... A tender smile, A gentle touch, Someone to show they care. You came with understanding, with loving care... You healed my wounds, And got me of my feet. Then watched me until I regained my courage. Now every night, Where ever you may be... I think of you in my heart, And in my heart... I love you and thank you! Thank-You
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Because of youEver since you came into my life, you've become a part of me. No-one else has made me feel so alive and happy. I know what ever hopes I have, what ever dreams come true, will be more cherished in my life, all because of you! Because of you
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Memories gone wrongWhen I'm lonely I think of you, I can still hear the feelings come flooding through. You broke my heart and now I cry.
All the memories I have of us, Are all entwined with thoughts of lust.
I cannot bear to look at you, As memories come running through.
When you were here the times were grand, But things have now got out of hand.
The things you say break my heart, I feel like I'm tearing apart.
I wish I could have one more moment to share with you, To hold you and hug you like we use to.
But those times have gone And a Memories gone wrong
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R.I.P Clayton Geroge Boyce

Wed May 5, 2004, 5:31 PM

Hey just a quick update,

Haven't been here for awhile.
1) My ex stole my computer.
2) My Bestest best friend died (hence the title) in beginnning of the holidays as a result of a tragic car crash. I was in it and almost died too, even tho you can't tell because all i got was head/back/foot injuries. No borken bones. I miss, i love, i want, i need him so much. But i know he's looking over me from heaven wanting me to be happy and to smile. And one day i will be with him once again. Later on i will submit the song i had written for him and a couple poems aswell. It's almost been 1 month (8th Mayl) since he passed away. But i know that on that nite he was happy and i was holding his hand right until the last minute, and that means so much to me, more than i can ever say. Theres so much i want to say but i will have to leave it for another day. Bell has gone for class. CLAYTON GEORGE BOYCE YOU WILL BE IN MY HEART FOREVER!! Rest in peace my sweet angel.

Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHELZ!! ^_^

*hugz*Luv Jess (Tip Chip)

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Current Residence: Wairarapa
Interests: Roller Blading, Singing, Writing, Drawing, Hanging out with friends, Movies.
Favourite movie: The Green Mile
Favourite band or musician: Metallica
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Favourite artist: Clayton G Boyce
Operating System: School Comp (Win 98)
Favourite game: GTA Vice City
Favourite gaming platform: xbox
Favourite cartoon character: Gir from Invader Zm
Personal Quote: "Da dun dun dun Na na na na na" -Chelz n Me
Tools of the Trade: Pencil and Paper